Strange day


It is a strange day indeed when I woke up today and found that my blackberry decided to take its own life. It never happen before and it never cross my mind that it would actually do that (well, not when I just used it for 13 months).

Today I woke up, grab my blackberry and I was staring at a black screen. I charged it before I go to sleep the night before, so it should be full of battery and not empty. I took out the battery and after a while, I put it in again but still no response. My friends and relatives commented on my Facebook status saying that it could be the battery problem. I was so reluctant to buy a new battery since I bought a second battery for my former blackberry. So, I decided to go to work without my blackberry and bring my tablet instead for ‘communication’ (my tablet can’t make a phone call nor sms and it will only work if I have wi-fi coverage). Well, at least I can write email, use my line or gtalk or event Skype. Apart from it, I left my blackberry with the battery off and hoping that there’s a miracle when I put the battery in again.

So i go to work, drink a cup of coffee in the afternoon and work and then I was craving for Starbucks espresso brownies. Starbucks is just across the alley from where my office. I went down stairs and bought it. I got over time at work and went home with a grumbling stomach because I haven’t got my dinner.

At home, i put my blackberry battery again and voilaa… nothing happens. This morning when it happen, it crosses my mind to maybe use my blackberry for a while and then sell it while it still has value in it. Blackberry is a very popular phone in Indonesia but we all know that it close to its extinction when the news break that BBM will come to iPhone and android phone. I do feel sad that I have to change my blackberry to other phone. Since I saw blackberry phone on mtv, on some Jessica Simpson reality show, I know I wanted a blackberry. It has some ‘professional’ look in it which I like. And when I first got my blackberry, I was so happy and somehow felt proud. I got mocked when my colleagues know that I bought another blackberry to replace my old one (my colleagues are android and iPhone users). They said, they don’t know anyone else who replace his/her blackberry to another blackberry (oh.. they just don’t know my other friends). But probably it’s time to say ‘thank you, I’m gonna miss you and good bye’ to my blackberry.

Ps: the effect of a cup of coffee and an espresso brownies I had: wide awake the middle of night and probably a little bit hyper.

 

I wish


I wish…
I can call you whenever i want to
Just to talk or laugh about a thing or two..

I wish…
I can know the real you
Without assumption or secret or anything to hide
Without empty promises or sweet talk or pride

I wish…
I am something to you
Than just another girl or another friend

I wish…
You just walk away and never reach out to me
Not doing anything nice or sweet or thoughtful to me

And i wish i can move on…
But you didn’t
And i can’t

Another day
Another month
Another year..

I wonder
What should i do to get over you?
Or maybe i should disappear til you forget all about me?

I wish..

Pre wedding shots (sneak peek)


Ever since I started to pick up photography and being ‘in my moment’ every time I’m on photo hunting, I never thought of doing pre wedding shots or wedding photography. There are lots of people doing it for one of the reason and I don’t know, I think I’m not into it. Thanks to my Singaporean boss who is a landscape photographer, I’m more into landscape, human interest, candid and food photography.

Not long ago, my church friend, an aspiring wedding photographer, ask me to join him along with other friend, to do pre wedding shot of 2 couples who are our church friends in a local beach. I was reluctant at first because we have to be at the venue at 5 in the morning. Yes, that’s right 5 AM. But, these days, it’s hard to find time to do photography hunting (if i’m not on a holiday or a trip), so I thought, ok, I will wake up in the morning just to help them.

I’m just playing along with my aspiring wedding photographer friend and sometimes ask the couple to do certain pose but overall we work together. After almost half day shooting in a bright sunny day, we wrapped up the session at 1.30 PM (Yes, it’s a tanning session for me already). I came home pretty sad, because I thought I don’t have good shots of them. You know, when you don’t practice enough with your shots, sometimes you just lose it and I feel that so many times when i do photo hunting. You lost the angles, the composition, everything. The time when at first become ‘my moment’ of relaxation and remedy become the time of stress of expecting good shots. I transferred all my photos and just look at it in a glance and I don’t really hope that much. Sometimes I thought, ‘Why did i took that shot? Why i didn’t go for another angle? Why and why and why’ keep playing in my head. Last night, I open my folders again and thinking to do a sneak peak of the shots and what i thought of a waste of a shot become things that I can use for my sneak peak. I can crop some element from each couple to put it in for sneak peak.

I’m a big fan of bright colors. Whenever i do my landscape photography, I always put it in a vivid colors mode. Last night, when I edited some of the pre wedding photos, I learnt from my friend, that pre wedding photos need to be a tone down colors. More yellowish, soft colors. So I hold back my vivid colors mode and look for soft colors photoshop action to do the job and I fell in love with it.

Anyway, here’s the sneak peek of the pre wedding photos. I will upload the full shots after i edited them :) .

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Bandung


Last weekend, I went to Bandung in West Java with my other 3 friends. All of them are my ex-colleague from the organization that I worked with previously. For me, this is my first time going out of town and driving with my friends which are all of them are girls. We had few trips out of Jakarta for the past several months, relying on our gps which we call her ‘Lastri’, which successfully getting us to Bogor, a small town out of Jakarta. Well, although we have our gps, but sometimes we think that we were smarter than the equipment and ended up getting lost :) . Either, we don’t listen to it carefully when it comes to the exiting the toll (high way) because we’re too busy talking or  we just didn’t see. In one way or the other, every time we get lost, we just said that, ‘we’re traveling. This is the fun part of it, getting lost :) ‘ Yes, it’s just to cheer ourselves.

Anyway, this time we went to Bandung and stay for 1 night there. When we were driving at the toll on our way to Bandung, we saw an accident. An accident that you only see in the movies. We heard a bang, then the truck in front of us, started to lose control, going on the left, to the grass area and then BAM, fell down to the grown on its right side. We were stunned, worried, surprised at the same time. Me and the other friend, trying to calm down our friend who was the driver to slowly avoid the truck and went to the other lane, meanwhile our other friend worried about the truck driver and asking whether we’re going to help. No offense, but we ladies don’t know how to help a truck driver injured for an accident like that. We saw the other truck was stopping and we know for sure they know how to help the poor truck driver.

We finally arrived in Bandung and decided to go to Lembang, the town on the north of Bandung instead because we heard that a lot of shows being held in Bandung. Headed to Lembang, we don’t have any plans what to do beside having lunch. My friend Google it on the internet and found a place called ‘Rumah Jamur’ (House of mushroom) and ‘Rumah Tahu’ (House of Tofu). We set our gps to go to ‘Rumah Jamur’. After our gps said, we’re here, once again we don’t believe her because we don’t see any sign of the restaurant. We went up to the hill and our gps asked us to go u-turn. So we did. After asking several people where is the ‘Rumah Jamur’ located, we started to believe our gps again and found out that we passed the restaurant once, and we didn’t see it because it was closed. So we headed to ‘Rumah Tahu’ instead.

‘Rumah Tahu’ is a place to eat and also there’s a tofu factory where they show you how they make tofu. It’s different from other tofu because they use soya milk to make it smoother than other tofu.

A guy in the tofu factory

A guy in the tofu factory

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Raw tofu

Cooked tofu tester. Eat it with ketchup and chilli.

Cooked tofu tester. Eat it with ketchup and chilli.

Tofu factory

Tofu factory

After that we had lunch. They sell various food there not only tofu. So I tried Mie Kocok and fall in love with it. Maybe because it’s noodle :P And my friend bought what we called ‘Tempe Mendoan’. It’s thin cutted tempe which is made from soy too.

Mie Kocok

Mie Kocok

Tempe Mendoan

Tempe Mendoan

After that we went to an eating place as well beside ‘ Rumah Tahu’. We thought of finding a strawberry juice, but because it’s raining, we had a hot drink instead and saw this view.

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Then we decided to go back to the place we’re going to stay. On our back, we were kinda stuck in a traffic jammed and I saw a place where they have food with mushroom! Yes, still curious about mushroom food. So, we thought we give it a try. We were at the wrong place, not so good cafe. The food were edible but you know.. so.. so

They said it's Cream mushroom soup. I don't see any cream in that.

They said it’s Cream mushroom soup. I don’t see any cream in that.

Mushroom satay

Mushroom satay

Once we get to our place, I had a good swim in the evening when two of my friends passed out on their beds. Then we headed for dinner. It’s still pouring rain and what is a good food to eat in a cold weather? Yes! Steamboat!

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And we emptied our bowls and enjoy the cold breeze on our way back.

Next morning, we had to go to church early for the 1st service at 6 AM. After our duties, we had lunch and once again i just want ‘Mie Kocok’

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It’s a nice trip and we ready to go back to Jakarta. This time, we didn’t get lost at all on our way back. Hooray!

PS: all photos were taken by mobile camera.

Java Jazz 2013


Every first week of the month March, we had the biggest Jazz festival here in Jakarta, Indonesia. It’s 3 days festival and we have artists from all over the world to perform here. Not all artists are into Jazz genre, but i guess I leave it to those who are the real jazz lovers. As this year, me and my second cousins didn’t really buy the ticket until it was mid February. We were waiting for my other second cousins to inform us which day they would perform but they are too haven’t got a clue from the Java Jazz committee. The tickets are quiet expensive and when we know that there’s a certain bank who give a buy 1 get 2 promo with their credit card, we just blindly buy the ticket for Friday festival, hoping that my second cousin’s band will be performing that day. After we bought the ticket, my second cousins said they will be performing on Saturday and Sunday. We were like, ‘WHAT???!!’ We apologized to them because we probably can’t go watch their performance. They said it’s ok. On the end of February, they said they will be performing only on Sunday. We were like, ‘Ok, we’re not gonna make it.’

On Friday, me, my dad, uncle, aunts and my second cousins went to the festival, pumped up for the performances that we will be watching. We sing and dance like nobody else watching. This year, somehow, I didn’t see much performances. I guess I’m busy catching up with my second cousins as well. Then, one of my second cousin gave me an idea to go to the festival on Sunday. Even though we don’t have tickets, we could buy from people who sell them on the entrance… well.. illegally (oopsie daisy..). So, we did surprised our second cousin’s band on Sunday because we told them we’re not going to come. We really had fun. Here are a few shots that I took. For the rest of it, you can see it on my flickr:

This is my second cousin’s band. They are all brothers.

One of Indonesian's band that I like since I watched them perform last year.

One of Indonesian’s band that I like since I watched them perform last year.

A new comer in Indonesian music industry. Her songs and her voice are nice.

A new comer in Indonesian music industry. Her songs and her voice are nice.

i think this is one of my favorite shot.

i think this is one of my favorite shot.

I love his songs

Phil Perry. I love his songs

 

Spyro gyra. Sorry for the misspelled.

Spyro gyra. Sorry for the misspelled.

 

Religion can’t save you


I was about to sleep but something has been bugging me from this morning.

I met one of my friend at church this morning and said my condolence to her. Last week, her whole family went to one of the town in Central Java to attend a funeral. It was her brother’s funeral. 2 of my friends who were also saying their condolences asking her how her brother died. So, she told the story to the three of us.

Her brother was seemed very happy according to his friend who just had lunch with him that day. He was really has his big appetite and talking about life and all. One of the sentence that he said to his friend and what his friend told my friend was, he said, ‘Religion cannot save people. It is only through your relationship with Jesus Christ.’ Then my friend’s brother went home. He got the key to the car, but somehow when back into the house. When his wife came home after picking up their kid from daycare, she found him laying down on the floor, with his hand on his chest, in front of the tv. Fate is in God’s hand. Faith is something we have to work on.

So, that statement of ‘Religion cant save us’ was stuck in my mind. I’m not talking about other religions here, i’m just talking about what i believe in. Whether you like it or not, that statement is painfully true. Christianity is about our relationship with God, Jesus Christ. It’s not measure by how many things you did or do for your church (maybe by being a ‘Martha’), how hard you make things right in your church (if there’s any), how diligent you are by coming to the Sunday School, etc. Again it’s by our relationship with God.

Sometimes, our Christian walk can be very dull or maybe we just got burnout with every church thing. Been there, done that. All we need is a baby step to crawl back to Him, the Source of our life. Yes, it’s easy said than done. Don’t deny that we need Him to live this life.

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Silver Lining Playbook


220px-Silver_Linings_Playbook_PosterHello Chris Tucker and Julia Stiles. I mean Bradley Cooper and Jennifer Lawrence.

I finally got the time to watch Silver Lining Playbook. I have watched the Golden Globes and I saw Jennifer won the award.  So I’m curious on how good this movie is.

Patrizio Solitano Jr. (Bradley Cooper), who has a bipolar disorder, is released from a mental health facility into the care of his parents after 8 months. He became good friend with Danny (Chris Tucker) who, I assume, trying to escape from the facility. Anyway, after Pat come home, he learn that his wife has left him and has a restraining order against him, his father is doing bookmaking to earn money to open a restaurant. Pat is motivated to get his life back, to reconcile with Nikki and live happily ever after. He wont eat his medicine and so he cant really control himself.

An appointment with a therapist, Dr. Patel, who makes Pat repeat the story of why he was hospitalized. He found Nikki having shower with another teacher with their wedding song on the stereo and he almost beat that teacher to death.

When Pat was out for a run, he met his friend Ronnie, which his wife, Veronica was a friend to Nikki. Before Pat was hospitalized, Veronica hated him. Ronnie is trying to proof to Pat that Veronica doesn’t hate him anymore, so he invited Pat for dinner.

At the dinner, Veronica invited her sister, Tiffany Maxwell (Jennifer Lawrence) who lost her husband Tommy to a car accident. Pat and Tiffany become friends, an odd friendship. Sometimes, I dont know which one is crazy. Then Tiffany is willing to help Pat to give a letter to Nikki if he promise to help her to become her partner in a dance competition. He reluctantly agrees with the idea, just for the sake of  being able to communicate with Nikki.  For weeks, Pat come to Tiffany’s house to practice and with the help of Danny who eventually being released from the facility. The dance, makes him focused and composed himself better and he believe by doing the dance, he can proof to Nikki that he has changed to become a better man. One day, Tiffany gives Pat a reply letter from Nikki. She hint that there’s a chance for them to reconcile. That makes Pat really happy and eager to practice dancing.

Things go well for Pat until his dad asks him to go to the football game with him, saying he bet all of his money to Randy, his betting friend and that he needs his good luck charm, Pat. Pat skip his dance routine while Tiffany waiting for him at home. At the game, he met Dr. Patel and was having a good time with him, his brother, Ronnie and his dad until some thugs attacking them. Dr. Patel and Ronnie ask Pat to stay away from the fight because he might get another restraining order. So Pat telling himself too to not into the fight. However, seeing the thugs punching his brother, he can’t stand still. He fight for this brother until the police come. Luckily enough, they are all ok. Pat Sr. is furious because The Eagles lose and it means he lose the bet too from Randy. Tiffany storm into the house and argues with Pat Sr. about the details of all the football games. She explained that Pat Sr. always won when Pat Jr. is with her, that she ‘reads the signs’. Pat Sr. convinced with everything that Tiffany said, making a bet once again with Randy for the dance competition. If the Eagles can win against Dallas and if Pat and Tiffany can score 5 out of 10, Pat Sr. will win all the money he lost on the first bet. Pat Jr. can’t make that risk. He realize that they are not a good dancer and he wouldn’t risk all of his dad’s money. He went outside to think and remembers Tiffany’s line about ‘reads the signs’. He reread Nikki’s letter and realize that it was actually Tiffany who wrote the letter.

On the night of the game and dance competition, everyone excited for Pat and Tiffany. But Tiffany lost it when she saw Nikki is actually there with her sister, Veronica and Ronnie. She had several glass of vodka and chatting with a guy on the bar and was trying to relax herself. Pat, who saw that Nikki is coming, actually get pumped up and looking for Tiffany. After that, he helped Tiffany to relax and ready for their dance routine. I must tell you, when they begin their dance, i thought, it’s different with the other dancers. Then when they keep on dancing, i laughed my heart out. It was so funny and out of the blue. The judges score 5 out of 10 for their dance and they are cheering. Upon their cheering, The Eagles won the game against Dallas. That makes Randy lose his bet. Amid cheering of the bet, Pat approaches Nikki and whispering to her ear. When Tiffany saw that, she ran off. When Pat looking for Tiffany, his dad told him that she’s gone but give him an advice to chase her. And so Pat did. He told her that he knew that she sabotage Nikki’s letter. He confessed that he fall in love with her the moment that they met and apologizing that it take him a while to realize it. They become a couple, Pat. Sr open his restaurant and Danny become a close friend to Solitano family.

I must tell you that watching this movie is making me crazy. It really bringing the mood down, sad and frustrating even that someone can be so negative because of the environment around him. I can’t imagine being Pat’s mom too. She’s a tough woman in the family, yes I can go crazy if i am her. But, this movie is an introduction of bipolar disorder. It’s really, untraceable if you see someone stressing out or depressed. You think that they are just depressed or stressing out. Bipolar is different. It has different stages and symptoms and it’s a sneaky disorder. They can be self-injured, suicidal even and violent. I guess it’s a severe depression that a person have in his/her life but can be treated.

At the end, although my friend said it’s a romance and comedy movie, it’s still bring tears in my eyes.

The only way to beat my crazy was by doing something even crazier. Thank you. I love you. I knew it from the moment I saw you. I’m sorry it took me so long to catch up.

The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday. That’s guaranteed. I can’t begin to explain that. Or the craziness inside myself and everyone else. But guess what? Sunday’s my favorite day again. I think of what everyone did for me, and I feel like a very lucky guy.

 

 

Gangster Squad


I have a confession to make. I saw this movie with all the cast but only one catches my eye. Josh Brolin. Well, of course Ryan Gosling also catch my eyes, but I just love to see Josh Brolin ever since he acted in MIB 3. He was so classic in there and I just love to see him act more. So, after the big flood in my area recede, me and my friends trying to enjoy our time by going to the cinema. I know that my friend wouldn’t like Les Miserables, so I vote for Gangster Squad.

Surprisingly, the movie was based on true story of Los Angeles Police Deparment detectives forming a group called the “Gangster Squad unit” to try to keep the city safe and clean from gangster in the 1940s and 1950s.

This movie is plotting in 1949 where gangster Mickey Cohen (Sean Pean), has become a powerful guy in the California criminal world. The police can’t stop Cohen’s operations as he can eliminate witnesses, bribe judges and police, controlling both illegal and legal side of LA. He make sure to secure his business and crime where he tends to expanding his criminal business across the Western of USA, forcing his rivals out to Chicago. He will take out everyone who is on his way, trying to stop him.

Sgt. John O’Mara, a good detective who just happened to save a young girl from Cohen’s thugs, is personally selected due to his special operations background by Chief Bill Parker to tear apart Cohen’s operations without anyone noticing so that Cohen’s crime empire will collapse and he will leave Los Angeles. O’Mara’s pregnant wife, Connie, didn’t approve of this operation at first. Looking into the circumstances that they would have a little one soon, it’s not save for Connie. But, as a good wife, although reluctant about it, she support her husband for the operation, in fact, she help him recruit his crew for the operation. So O’Mara recruit, clean (meaning cannot be bribe and really care about justice) and smart officers to his squad, hard-headed detective Coleman Harris (Anthony Mackie), wire-tapper Conway Keeler (Giovanni Ribisi), and legendary gangster-killer Max Kennard (Robert Patrick). Kennard’s partner, Navidad Ramirez (Michael Peña), follows the squad and they reluctantly allow him to join. O’Mara’s close friend, Sgt. Jerry Wooters (Ryan Gosling) turn down the offer at first.

Now Wooters, is kinda a Casanova himself. He likes to go to a bar, have a drink and looking at pretty girls. One night, he met with his close friend, Jack Whalen who is his informant inside Cohen’s operations. That same night, Cohen is having a dinner with his friends, one was a judge that he bribe and there’s one girl who catch Wooters attention, Cohen’s etiquette coach and girlfriend Grace Faraday (Emma Stone). Jack knew what Wooters up to and warn his friend not to mess with Grace as she is Cohen’s girlfriend. Wooters, ignore the warning and go to see Grace at the bar and have a smoke together. He didn’t tell Grace that he is a cop and they have a one night stand. The begin to have their secret romance relationship and being so careful that Cohen would not find out.

Cohen is really serious about his criminal career and so he is trying to take out his rival, Jack Dragna. He orders a hit when Jack is about to have dinner with his wife. At the same time, Wooters is in the neighborhood and met his shoe shine boy, Pete. When he realize what will gonna happen that night when he saw Jack Dragna and Cohen’s men, he ask Pete to leave the neighborhood fast. Pete isn’t fast enough, he got hit and died on the spot. After that incident, Wooters is motivated to take Cohen down. He saves the O’Mara’s unsuccessful hit on one of Cohen’s casino and join the squad.

With some serious and better planning, the squad strikes again tearing apart Cohen’s operations and they are successful. Cohen’s confused, angry and doesn’t have any idea on who is trying to blow his operations. For them to really know what Cohen’s next move, they put a wire tape in Cohen’s house. The squad successfully blow Cohen’s new gambling business, his new empire to make money. They come, they burn the money and they left. Cohen’s men report to him that they didn’t take a single penny from it. That’s when Cohen knew that there’s a group of honest and clean cops who are trying to tear him down and believe that his house was being tapped. He went back to his house, ask his men to search the house. At that time, Grace was in his house and she runs away helped by Cohen’s maid. She afraid that Cohen will know about her relationship with Wooters.

Cohen tried to take revenge with the squad. His hitman lured them into a trap in Chinatown. Wooters once again save the opeartions but Cohen’s hitman escaped. Wooters worried that Cohen will after Grace, so he asked Whalen to take Grace out of town. When Whalen is about to take Grace out from his apartment, Cohen was already there. Whalen is trying to prevent Cohen by facing him alone while Grace hide and saw how Cohen kill Whalen. Meanwhile, O’Mara’s house being hit by a drive-by shots and I can’t imagine, at that time, being a pregnant wife while bullets flying in through the house and duck for cover. When O’Mara went home and saw his house being hit, he hurried go in and found Connie in the bathtub, giving birth to his baby son. The next day, O’Mara send Connie and his son out of town because the situation is not save for them. As a result of their failure in Chinatown, Chief Parker tells O’Mara that he and his squad career in LAPD are over. He obeyed the instruction but refuses to have a job unfinished. Cohen, left his house and move to Park Plaza Hotel. When Grace tells Wooters that she is willing to testify against Cohen for killing Whalen, the squad try one last time to go against Cohen. With backup units, they go to Park Plaza Hotel, asking Cohen to turn himself in. There’s a gun battle in front of the hotel’s lobby between police, the squad against Cohen’s men. Cohen escape with the help of Lennox, his right hand man but O’Mara hunt them down until their car crashes the nearby fountain. Kennard, one of the squad member got hit pretty bad, but he also has one last thing to do. With the help from Navidad, Kennard kill Lennox just before his last breath. O’Mara was prepare to arrest Cohen but Cohen will not give up without a fight. He tempts O’Mara to fight him in a ‘boxing’ way, while onlookers and journalists gather. O’Mara win the fight and has Cohen under arrest, ending his reign of crime boss and mafia business throughout Los Angeles area. The Gangster Squad was never mentioned on taking down  Cohen and the rest of the surviving members remaining a secret. Cohen is sentenced to 25 years to life, Grace and Wooters continue their relationship, Navidad and Harris become partners in the force, meanwhile O’Mara quit his job and live a quiet life with his wife and son.

I think this is the first time I watch Sean Penn and he is such a classic too. They say, when an actor/actress can give you a certain feeling from their character, that means they act good or more to brilliant. I got that from Cohen. I really dislike him and scared. I think I got scared from the first scene where he tear up a person literally. Watching Ryan Gosling with Emma Stone is never enough. It’s like watching Crazy, Stupid, Love all over again. I knew Ryan will be the eye candy of this movie. But he play the romantic side and sometimes the funny side of this movie as well.

The movie is quiet entertaining, with a lot of action and sometime I have to close my eyes because it’s too violent, it’s actually not bad. It is a movie about justice. There are less and less people who honor honesty, justice and say no to bribery these days. Every one needs money and when someone offer money without a hard work needed, it’s so hard to say no. It takes a lot of guts and sacrifices to say NO to the things that are pleasing in the eyes especially when money involve. I guess every country would be the same, but I live in a country where justice can most be bend in anyway you like depend on the situations and being honest sometimes can make you like a fool. I think you don’t have to be a police, a law enforcement to be just and honest. To be just and honest it’s an integrity of a person. You just need to have that in your character and your life values. It’s a learning process. I am too is still learning.

Sgt. Jerry Wooters: Well ya gotta die of somethin’.

 

Life of Pi


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Life of Pi is one of the movie that people talking about. Based on a fantasy adventure by Yann Martel in 2001, the book has come to live in visual directed by the brilliant Ang Lee.

The story begins when the middle aged Indian Pi who is an immigrant living in Canada, having a visitor, a novelist trying to find some inspiration for his up coming book. Pi then told his new friend a story about himself, the journey that brought him to Canada.

Pi was named after a swimming pool in France, Piscine Molitor. His parents named him Piscine Patel, after his uncle told his parents that it’s the greatest swimming pool in the world. He changed his name to Pi, the mathematical symbol, because his friends and teacher accidentally called him “Pissing Patel”. Pi told a flashback story about his family in India. He used to believe in 3 religions when he was a kid. He was introduced to Hinduism with his mother, believe in the gods. During his holiday, he and his brother made bet to drink the holy water in a small nearby church. That’s when he was introduce to Catholicism with a priest. Lastly, he pass across a mosque one day and start praying in a Muslim way, saying that he just wants to ”love God.”

Anyway, the zoo welcomed a Bengal tiger named Richard Parker. Such a cool name huh? The name was accidentally switch by the man who brought the tiger in to India. Pi was so curious with the tiger. One day, he was trying to feed Richard Parker, thinking that a tiger can be tame. His brother ran and call their father. His father runs, quickly pull Pi off before he lost his hand to Richard Parker and forced him to watch how Richard Parker kill a goat to prove his point.

On the age of 16, Pi’s parents decided to move to Canada, to settle and sell the animals. They think in Canada, Pi and his brother have a brighter future there. They booked a ship there, Japanese ship called “Tzimtzum.” One night, there’s a storm. Pi really likes to see the lightning. He call on his brother who was asleep and wont get up to accompany him. So Pi go on to the deck, on the rain and amazed by the lightning. But the ship start to wandered blindly in the midst of the storm. Pi trying to go back to warn his parents and his brother but he’s too late. Before he knew it, the water rises, the ship crew already lowered the life boats and ask him to just go to the boat because the ship is going to sink. He watches helplessly, as the ship sinks killing his family and most of the ship crew. After the storm, he find himself in a boat with an injured zebra and joined by an orangutan who safe floating on top of crates. A hyena emerges from the tarp covering half of the boat and then kill the Zebra and Orangutan. Suddenly, Richard Parker emerges from under the tarp, killing the hyena. Richard Parker trying to takes Pi too but then Richard eat the zebra and the orangutan.

Pi then trying to safe himself from Richard Parker. He built a small raft, got himself the emergency equipment and the food. Pi let Richard Parker have the boat but he will coming to the boat to get himself food and water every now and then. When Richard needs food, Pi will take care of him and trying to catch fish for him but then Richard Parker jumps to the sea and catch the fish himself. At first, Pi want to let Richard Parker drown. But then, caring for Richard Parker is what keeps Pi alive and sane so he relentlessly help Richard Parker get back into the boat. Pi tries to send message in a bottle (or can) so if anyone find it, help will come to look after him. He then saw a tanker and trying to fire signal to them, but they don’t see him. Pi trains Richard Parker to accept him in the boat. Weeks later and half dead, they reach an island. Pi didn’t find Richard Parker, but thought that Richard must go and find himself something to eat.

But the island turn to be a dangerous place to live at night. Where the fresh water turns to be acidic, the meerkats who are the most habitats on the island sleeps in the tree and the plants also becoming carnivorous. Pi discovered a human tooth and he decided to leave the island the next morning. He thought about leaving Richard Parker again, but he can’t. So he called Richard, pack all the foods he can find on the island for him and Richard Parker and start another journey together.

Finally, the boat reached Mexico. Exhausted and half dead, Pi crushed when Richard Parker jumps to the land and disappeared to the jungle without acknowledging him. The locals found Pi and brought him to the hospital. The Japanese insurance agents come and visit him in the hospital and asked him what really happen that cause the ship to sink. Pi told him what happened but no one believe him and ask him again what is the real story of the sinking ship. So then, Pi told them a different story. He told them that he was in a boat with his mother, a sailor and a cook. The cook kills the sailor to use him as a bait. Later on, Pi’s mother pushes the cook to a raft and the cook stabs her as she falls overboard. Then Pi took the knife and kills the cook.

At the end of the movie, the novelist notes a parallel story, that the orangutan was Pi’s mother, the zebra was the sailor, the hyena was the cook and Richard Parker, the tiger was Pi himself. Then Pi asked the novelist, which one is the better story. The novelist answered that the one with the tiger is “the better story” and Pi said “And so it goes with God.” The insurance agents reported that Pi survived 227 days at sea with a tiger.

This movie took place in a sea, basically portraying how Pi survived from Richard Parker and also from other storm. There are times that he had enough stranded on the sea with a tiger, there are times that he thought he just want to die, and there are times that he call upon God asking why and just end his life. I guess it is a parallel story with our lives. How we had enough with our situations towards life and call upon God. In life, we too need to have a surviving skill, in the midst of working environment, relationships and just in life. There will be lots of ‘zebras’ who maybe we can help, lots of ‘hyenas’ who are trying to ‘attack’ us, lots of ‘orangutans’ who can or want to be our friends, there will be lots of ‘Richard Parkers’ who train, shape and mold us to be a better person and there might be storms in our life. The question is, who are we calling and clinging to.

With a fantastic story this movie is supported with a fantastic visuals. There are times that I wish I was there in the movie, watching the whale jumps and so lots of jelly fishes lighting at night. The angles of how the scenes being shot also amazing. I was really amazed by this movie but of course this is just my point of view.

Here is a quote from the movie for a little reminder.

Adult Pi: Faith is a house with many rooms.
Novelist: But no room for doubt?
Adult Pi: Oh plenty, on every floor. Doubt is useful, it keeps faith a living thing. After all, you cannot know the strength of your faith until it is tested.

Les Miserables


I’ve heard about this novel from a long time but never really intrigued to read it. As my friend said, read and me, can’t be put in the same line (rolling my eyes). So, last Friday, my church friend asked me to go watch the movie together and I said yes. Though traffic was a pain that Friday, we managed to go in to the movie just around 15 minutes late.

As I had my so called ‘dinner’ (french fried, hot dogs and a ice tea), I really got amazed watching the whole movie. I can’t imagine what it would be like to see it live on Broadway. It’s like seeing an elegant and classic version of ‘Bollywood’. No, there are no a group of people dancing, pillars, vibrant colors of costumes, and elaborate singing. For those of you who like music, singing, romance, and drama, this is the movie for you. For those of you who prefer more action, comedy, those fast storyline, you might fall asleep watching this one. When the movie started, not long after that, a bunch of people went out from the cinema. I was like, ‘what’s wrong with you?’ and after the movie ended, i heard a girl said to her friend that she almost fell asleep.

Les Miserables, a musical movie, is a story about fight, love, hope and dream. Written by Victor Hugo in 1862, the French historical novel considered one of the greatest novel in 19th century. Les Miserables means ‘The Miserables, The Wrenched, The Miserable Ones, The Poor Ones, or The Victims.”

The story is focusing on a life of Jean Valjean (Hugh Jackman), a convict who steal  five breads for his starving sister and her family was released from 19 years imprisonment. But after his release, a ruthless policeman name Javert hunt Jean Valjean down because he break his parole. He sleeps on the street, try to find a job but doesn’t succeeded because his yellow passport marks him as an ex-convict. He was angry and bitter towards life. One day, Valjean walks into an abbey and meet Bishop Myriel. Myriel gives me food to eat and a place to sleep. After everyone asleep, Valjean takes Myriel’s silverware. He take everything. But then police catch Valjean and bring him back to the abbey. Myriel not surprise at all by Valjean’s action. Instead, Myriel assured Valjean and the police that he forget to take the two candlesticks with him as if Myriel give those things to him. The police confused but then left the abbey, Myriel continues and tells Valjean that his life has been spared for God, that he should use all the silverware that he took to make an honest man of himself and live for God. He cried and told God that from that moment on, there is no more Jean Valjean. He is gonna start his life anew. That means that he needs to disappeared and make a new identity for himself.

Later, Jean Valjean known as Monsieur Madeleine, is a wealthy factory owner and is appointed as a mayor of a town. Fantine (Anne Hathaway) works in the factory own by Valjean before his foreman fire her because all of the gossip among the women who work there. In desperation to send money to support her daughter, Cosette who lives with a thief-motel owner, the Thenardiers (Helena Bonham Carter and Sacha Baron Cohen) and their daughter Eponine (Natalya Angel Wallace), Fantine sell her daughter locket, her beautiful hair, tooth and with no option left, becomes a prostitute. When a man wants to ‘use’ Fantine and become abusive, she defend herself and hurt the man. Then Fantine is arrested by Javert but is saved by Valjean. He take her to a hospital and promise her to take care of Cosette. Fantine died. Again, Javert who then knew who the real Monsieur Madeleine is, make an oath to himself to hunt Valjean and to put him back to jail. Valjean is lucky to be escaped from Javert. After he find Cosette and pays the Thenardies to allow him to take her, he promise Cosette to be like a papa to her. The Thenardies play by Helena Bonham Carter and Sacha Baron Cohen. I kinda like Helena’s quirky acting, but when Sacha came out. Oh boy, I turn him off already. It’s like he ruin the movie by being there. Ugh.

Anyway, years later, the movie is set to a French revolution where General Lamarque, a government official who care for the poor is dying. Students, makes protests and trying to make a revolution. Among them are Marius and Enjolras. With the help with street pick pocket, Gavroche, discuss to rebel towards the government, to make a revolution. At that time, Cosette and Eponine, both are young women. Cosette, become a rich young woman because of Valjean and Eponine is the same, become a poor girl with her parents as thief. On that day, Marius and Cosette, catches glimpse and instantly falls in love with her. Now, Eponine falls in love with Marius too and the two become friends. Marius then ask Eponine to find where Cosette live and she then lead Marius to Cosette. Marius and Cosette then introduce themselves and profess their love to each other. Now the Thenardies, just about to rob Valjean house, but Eponine protect them. Mistakenly thinking that Javert has found Valjean, he immediately flees with Cosette. Cosette, leave a letter to Marius at the gate of her house which was found by Eponine. She keep the letter by herself.

Eponine realize that her secret love to Marius will never be come true, looking how Marius love Cosette so much. She then disguise herself as a guy to join the revolution, just to be near Marius. On the day that Lamarque’s funeral on procession, the students begin their revolution. When the army attack the students’ barricade, Eponine got shot and that’s when Marius realize that she’s there. She then give Cosette’s letter to him.

Javert, being a good soldier, offer himself to be the spy for the revolutionist. But Gavroche discover who he is and tell all of them that he is a policeman. They tie Javert and beat him. Valjean came to the barricade, thinking that he needs to have Marius’ back for Cosette. He offer Marius and friends to kill Javert. After all the explanation that he need to put it out to Javert, he ask him to run and shot somewhere else just so the revolutionist know that he kill Javert. The next morning, all the windows and doors are closed and the army invade the barricade, Marius got shot. Valjean, then save him and bring him to Cosette. Along the way, they meet Javert again. Valjean promise him, that he just need another hour before he turn himself in to prison again. He just need to bring Marius to Cosette. Javert, can’t bear to say no after what Valjean did to him. He let Valjean go and then kill himself.

Eventually, on the day Marius and Cosette got married, Valjean has a moment with Marius and tell him who he really is. He make Marius promise that he will not tell Cosette about it. Marius made the promise. Although Cosette was upset that her papa didnt come to the wedding reception and have to leave, she try to enjoy it not until the Thenardies come. They try to tell Marius who Cosette really is and while they’re doing it, they picking the rich people’s jewelries, everything that they can reach. But Thenardier using Marius’ ring when he and Valjean fall into the gutter. That’s when Marius knew, that Valjean saved him. He then bring Cosette to meet Valjean to the abbey where the old Valjean sitting waiting to die.

I can’t imagine how they many singing practice that they have (except Hugh Jackman who was born to sing and act). The notes are difficult to remember and from what i read, they doing it live when they sing it. They don’t lipsync.

Les Miserables, it’s a classic movie about (in my opinion) second chance. How the priest giving second chance to Valjean to become a better man, because of it, he help the unfortunate and help Fantine’s daughter to have a better life. How Valjean, also give a second chance to Javert to become a nice policeman and how Javert finally give Valjean his freedom. It is about faith and hope of Valjean, that he must be true to himself and other for who he really is. It is about love and dream of Marius and Cosette. Also, there is no such word as too young to fight for your country.

“Do you hear the people sing?
Singing a song of angry men?
It is the music of a people
Who will not be slaves again!
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the drums
There is a life about to start
When tomorrow comes!”